Akukonpi II: overthinking part one

Bismillah

" Overthinking is my worst enemy"

Jangan terkejut ye. blog berhabuk ni tetiba banyak plak entry. yela, terlebih masa lapang lepas exam *muntah*

Lepas dpt result exam, mmg lega sgt hati ni. Lega.. Tak sggup wey. nk fikir kena ulang the whole year because of repeating non-dental subjects. but what to do, maybe thats the price for our title once graduating soon- a Dr

and aftr 30 hrs receiving the results, still cant move on for the sake of my friends. yeah, in previous post I said how much I want to celebrate for this result but nayyy!. cant really helped it. tgh terbaring, teringat kt diorg. nk happy lebih2 fikir nk pi jalan sana sini pun xsyok. so heart-breaking because they are my friends *cryyy*

and I cannot sleep well. slept at 9pm. woke up at 11pm. wth. cuba jugak utk tdo. end up mimpi suami gila dan obsessive.haha. terjaga kul3 pg, online je la.. tu yg tetiba nk blog.

ohhoi typical zati yg overthinking. dahla Amir xnk layan skrg ni. kawan2 pn xd. kalau time keluar result tu, at least sama2 fikir dgn chip kak tia sarah. ni sorg2, meletop otak fikir. but at the end, bak kata ibu. Allah ad perancangan Dia. insyaAllah diorg lepas jgak nnti. so, I must stop doing this. its killing me myself. ntah2, tuan punya bdn okay dah -.-

rasanya, ni kali ketiga in year 3 that I could remembered, otak nk meletop cmni. maksud aku yg bg impact kn my mental well being. first time pasal requirement block 3. because me myself extracted teeth lebih sikit (rsa cm 5 pun time tu) and running 2 pt prostho. time ni dgn isu selfish la apa la. padahal at the end, rquirement OS aku yg tercangak. bkn org kesah -.- yg kedua time dpt tahu few stdnts kna stop dri proceed buat denture. tudia nangis tak hengat dunia. tweet sedih hbis, selera makan pn kurang time tu. padahal diorg lepas je utk amik exam Pro -.-. dan ketiga, ini kali la. I really have to do something. naik year 4, it wont be any easier. so. kena ada stand and be firm. Kalau betul selfish, apa definition yg boleh terima.

Hm. to think back. klako aku ni. muka rasa mcm macho habis. tp otak cenggini haa. typical prmpuan yg overthinking. I have to spend time more on doa instead of worrying and overthinking like this aite ?

so,jadi la post overthinking part one. lol. there will be part 2, 3,4....100.... nantikan. ahahhahaha

but. approaching 24 soon, I really want to cut and throw this attitude out of myelf. will try. haihhh, i noticed that I often used the word " REALLY" like Carly Rae ntah apa namanya cakap.

I really really really really really really really love you lol

Ha, and I google somewhere, when headache, plus rasa ada telinga berdengung that means you stress A LOT. so, i mmg tgh stress a lot la ni tauuuu