zati and her sem break LOL

Bismillah

" Laughter is an instant vacation "

orait. now we are not discussing so called INSTANT vacation by laughing. but lets talk about what we SHOULD do in this very restricted and short time so called vacation/sem break/holiday, called it what you want. LOL. apa intro macam nak kena makan kaki ni? haha

Alhamdulillah, lepas utk naik ke tahun 4 *sujud syukur*

Dan tahun ni mungkin cutu antara tahun paling pendek. tak sampai sebulan pun. ok la. elok2 sebulan cuti nya. Kalau xsilap, result kuar 31/7 hari Jumaat dan kami semua kena ada di Kuantan 31/8 hari Isnin sbb academic year officially starts on 1st September 2015.

Cuti yg ciput sebulan ni, telah di belanjakan di Gombak sempena Interscholl Debating championship IDC. Lama jugak, dtg sana 3/8, balik 13/8 siap sempat spend sehari pi Sunway Lagoon dgn gegurls. *malas nak update. hahaha*

Jadi, secara tak langsung, baki cuti kurang dua minggu. huhu. Marilah menangis secara berjemaah. Amir plak tgh exam lagi. wawa masih kt asrama. Alif ada trial SPM. jd tinggal aku dgn Mad kt rumah. hiba. *plan jogging tak jadi smpai ke sudah LOL*

Ok, back to topic !

these are list yg aku compile from few readings. nothing special, more to my own list :)

1. clean my room DONE !

2. new haircut - kena tggu aftr October

3. new sport - jogging? yg ntah brapa kali tak jadi

4. exercise ? zumba zumba

5. travel

6. SLEEP

7. Movie Marathon - semalam 3 skali, Mission Impossible, Fantastic Four, Terminator

8. Read a book - takde mood

9. Bond with firends - cuba jgak, tp ntahlaa

10. karaoke DONE! thankyou gegurls volley gombak atun, nui, su, miaa, khalista skali

11. hiking - smpai hati depa tak ajak pi Bukit Tabur. sedihhhhhh.. siapa nak daki lagi? nak ikut...

12.  Study.MUNTAH!

13. DO ABSOLUTELY NOTHING lol

tapi, tulisla list apa pun. yg penting. tak kira teruk mana hidup kau, jaga la solat. jaga jgak bacaan Quran. serius bacaan Quran aku teruk ahh skrg. takde dah satu hri satu juzuk :(
mmg tu yg lagi rasa kosong kot? plus nk PMS ni haa...

dan cuba ambil masa muhasabah diri. nk fikir tempuh year 4 ni ya Allah, tak tahu la mampu ke tak. tapi kenapa nk kata tak mampu plak kn? Allah tu ada. jadinya, dalam setiap apa. kuatkan doa. jaga IMAN. 

nampak sgt ke tgh bosan, entry pun bosan gila? lol.

sekian~ 

Resepi Daging Paprik Pasti Meroyan

Bismillah

" Cooking well doesnt mean cooking fancy "

Hahaha. kita gelak dulu. title entry macam over. biasa la kn? nama pun zati. lol

okayy. memang sedap okay.wpun presentation nak pandang sebelah mata. tp seriuslaa sungguh mengharukan. sbb aku masak sendiri. sikit pun takde bantuan ibu. sikit pun takda okayyyyy !

sebenarnya malas nk masak. tp jiran minta tlg ibu buat kuih donat. jd ibu pun cakapla,

Ibu : Atie, tolong masak lunch boleh

A : boleh je.bkn susah pun (gaya eksyen habisss)

Ibu : nak masak apa

A : ntah la ibu. kita tgok apa yg ada kt dpur

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Pergi dapur nmpk ibu tgh siang ikan, pastu ckp la. kalau ikan ni buat ikan goreng je la. HAHAHA. ibu bebel ah apa lagi. suruh masak daging. mula2 nk la daging masak kunyit, tp tetiba ibu kata masak la paprik.

Jadi, try la daging paprik. dan hasilnya vavavoommmmmm!

mula2 nama resepi Daging paprik memikat suami. lepastu Daging paprik ala kamen rider. lpastu dpt nama meroyan ni sbb bbrapa situasi di bawah...

situasi 1

whatsap dgn amir

bg gambar. gigih bgtau sedap. lol

situasi 2

A: Ayah, makan x lauk atie masak tu?

Ayah : makan..

A : ha, sdap tak?

Ayah : (no response. tgok fon)

A : Ayahhhhhhh!!!!! sedap ke takkkkkkkk???

Ayah : (gelak2)

stgh jam lpastu, tgok tv

A : Ayah, ayah.. (suara saspen)

Ayah : apa dia

A : sedap tak lauk atie masak? HAHAHHA

Ayah : gelak2. then dia jawab ok laa.

Ok la tu. ayah mmg susah nk puji. klu diam maksdnya okay. hehe

situasi 3

dgn adik2. sama je macam situasi dgn ayah

sungguh meroyannn. hahahha

sekiannnn

BINGO & A friend

Bismillah

" Regret for wasted time, is more time wasted "

yabedabeduuuu! finally, dpt pun online guna laptop. thankyou wifi IIUM. Tp pling pnting skali, lega akhirnya dpt pun berjaya hentam password. padahal sblum ni siap kena bayar lagi sbb lupa password -.-

Am an IDC 2015 committee. IDC is Interschool Debate Championship. This is the 13th event organised by IIUM. However, this is my very first time being a committee in IIUM Gombak. happy for it !

We were expected to register on Monday 3rd August. However, all participants will arrive on Friday,8th August. Kinda worried if there are a lot of things to be done, and that is why we have to come early. but at the end-- nope!

All I can say is, good food, good accomodation but wasted time. too much of time wasting for so called induction-time.prefer lagi time zaman2 CFS where we were busy from morning till midnight during induction.but I guess, maybe this happened for my bureau- Welfare only because obviously we will be really busy on the event not before or after. BUT do not take this negatively. maybe its me expecting a lot of things to be done. hehe

however, regret for wasted time is more time wasted yaw !

So, aftr waiting for almost 2hrs to get our shirt and tudung sponsored by Aidijuma (AJ) , went back to room and sembang2. because u know, I love to talk. its like a bonding time, and also some kind of therapeutic for me.hehe. Then we just decided to play BINGO and guessing games like Hangman/Roda Impian. memorable habiss !

Heishh, bosannya baca. Macam biasa lah, topik lain. inti post ye lain. lol sangat la. bila nk berkaliber, nak matang sikit ni. hehe, Nah, nak belanja gambar best sikit time akk rempit dgn kawan akak. hehehe

comel kan gambar ktorg rempit ? HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

HAHAHA

Ni, nama kawan akak Irfanah. single lagi tp sbnrnya hati dia dh taken by ehemm ehem.. kot ada sesiapa baca, ada abang yg hensem, baik, solat tak tinggal dan boleh tahan perangai pelik2. boleh la pm akak. kawan akak ni, muka je nmpk garang tp klu selfie comel. dlm hati penuh taman, penuh bunga semua la. ahahhaah

kadang2 fikir, are we bestfriends ? ntah la. kdg2 rapat, kdg2 tak rapat. kdg2, sikit nk terasa. ntahla. kdg2.. and the list goes on. bagaimanapun, bersyukur Allah letak mkhluk ni sebilik dgn akk. nama pun dekat2. tak betul2 kenal pun wpun dh 3thun. tp ada la sikit2 tau perangai nya. hehe

Ada org ckp, bestfriends ni mcm hubungan percintaan. kena mutual. xley hg sorg nak kata dia bff hg, padahal dia xrasa gtu. jadi mcm syok sendiri plak. klu mcmtu kes akak dgn dia ni complicated ke? AHAHAH

Tapi.....

and missing Adira (CFS), aqilah (MARESMART), geng2 volley atun su mia atty dibs ainuii,  geng2 kerenge- aimi, wani, intan, pqa mira, ct, salwa (MRSM PDRM) and the list goes on and on.....

Semoga Allah tempatkn mereka dlm kalangan org yg beriman, moga sentiasa dipermudhkn dlm segala urusan. Moga diberi kebaikan dunia dan akhirat utk semua sahabatku. Amin..

sekian~~ random !

my 103 wishes Part4

bismillah

"If you can dream it, you can do it - Walt Disney"

herherher. i am like the most dreamy dreamer girl ever ! *flying kisses...*

I always remember about my 103 wishes post. literally, the title of the post, not the content tau. haha. and it feels great to think, dream and write about it all over again. ahaha

well, this is my previous post. already updated before posting this one.nak baca boleh, taknak pun takpe. Im writing this for me anyway *smile*

part 1

part 2

part 3

so, the continution of wishes gonna suits my free time this time. dont care klu ada repetition. well, syukur Alhamdulillah again for passing my exam and secured a place for Year 4 2015/2016 * cryyyy*

46. Went to Thailand again. this time, particularly Krabi ! or other island in Malaysia

47. sj4000, sj5000, sj5000+ dont care as long as I got new camera for underwater activities. definitely red. hehe

macho habis

48. snorkelling babyy

49. IDC committee. InsyaAllah coming soon

50. Watching Paper Towns

51. Bawa Dini for his Mission Impossible series at nearby cinema

52. mixer. for baking cakes. done baby

53. henna on my nails

54. henna on my hand. dh dapat actually, but gonna write anyway!

55. meet up with Nene a.k.a Nasrin Raihan.

56. batting cage OU

57. and another visit again to IKEA. not missing the meatballs definitely. but the cake *aaahhhhhh yumms*

58. went to Putrajaya

59. kayaking

60. fishing

61. bowling

62. new backpack

63. new handbag

64. idk this is literally not me. but I want a bracelet with red love design.hahaha

65. baking pavlova !

66. cook for my family without my mother interrupting

67. read Diagnosis 2

68. read Pickard- Restorative book. academic. lol.

69. read Siti Rosmizah's novel where I bought since last year. dok ad kt rumah Amir sbb last year dia yg tolong bawa balik. novel tu berat. ahahaha

70. copypaste my novel review from Akukonpi satu. lol

71. make a list of do's and dont's for year 4

72. updating my RED DIARY

73. create a photo album

74. upate list for all topics since year one. eh. tetiba. ahahhaha

75. visit Cikgu Shamsira and Cikgu Ruhimi in Taiping

76.go to Nidzam's wedding ahaha. bcause he just invited me

77. message my senior

78. making my own blouse

79. jogging !

80. workout for 6pax. ahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahaaaaaaaaa

lol. this is somehow more on what to-do list instead of wishes or something dreamy. lantak la. taipkan je la smpai 80 ni ha. hehe. got few more but malu la i nk taip. heee

81. travel to india for 2weeks and meet Shah Rukh Khan. hahahah

teringin nak naik atas tu. lepastu nynyi lagu hindustan. ahhahaha

82. Travel to Chiang Mai

83. Travel to Bali

84. Travel to Bandung

85. Travel to Mabul Island

86. Bring family to Avana. tunggu keja la nmpknya. hehe

infinity pool. aaaa syiok !

87. new *******

88. settle ************

89. CR

90. any trip with my UIA gegurl

91. Lost World of Tambun. *cryyy*  berapa kali dah lalu dpn tu tp xsempat2 nk masuk. huhu

92. nak cuba naik Malindo Air plak

93. Kursus Kahwin

94. spa

95. facial please

haha. udah2 la tu zati. dh pagi kena kemas umah. luls. 

sekian.

sekiannnn

overthinking part one

Bismillah

" Overthinking is my worst enemy"

Jangan terkejut ye. blog berhabuk ni tetiba banyak plak entry. yela, terlebih masa lapang lepas exam *muntah*

Lepas dpt result exam, mmg lega sgt hati ni. Lega.. Tak sggup wey.  nk fikir kena ulang the whole year because of repeating non-dental subjects. but what to do, maybe thats the price for our title once graduating soon-  a Dr

and aftr 30 hrs receiving the results, still cant move on for the sake of my friends. yeah, in previous post I said how much I want to celebrate for this result but nayyy!. cant really helped it. tgh terbaring, teringat kt diorg. nk happy lebih2 fikir nk pi jalan sana sini pun xsyok. so heart-breaking because they are my friends *cryyy*

and I cannot sleep well. slept at 9pm. woke up at 11pm. wth. cuba jugak utk tdo. end up mimpi suami gila dan obsessive.haha. terjaga kul3 pg, online je la.. tu yg tetiba nk blog.

ohhoi typical zati yg overthinking. dahla Amir xnk layan skrg ni. kawan2 pn xd. kalau time keluar result tu, at least sama2 fikir dgn chip kak tia sarah. ni sorg2, meletop otak fikir. but at the end, bak kata ibu. Allah ad perancangan Dia. insyaAllah diorg lepas jgak nnti. so, I must stop doing this. its killing me myself. ntah2, tuan punya bdn okay dah -.-

rasanya, ni kali ketiga in year 3 that I could remembered, otak nk meletop cmni. maksud aku yg bg impact kn my mental well being. first time pasal requirement block 3. because me myself extracted teeth lebih sikit (rsa cm 5 pun time tu) and running 2 pt prostho. time ni dgn isu selfish la apa la. padahal at the end, rquirement OS aku yg tercangak. bkn org kesah -.-  yg kedua time dpt tahu few stdnts kna stop dri proceed buat denture. tudia nangis tak hengat dunia. tweet sedih hbis, selera makan pn kurang time tu. padahal diorg lepas je utk amik exam Pro -.-. dan ketiga, ini kali la. I really have to do something. naik year 4, it wont be any easier. so. kena ada stand and be firm. Kalau betul selfish, apa definition yg boleh terima.

Hm. to think back. klako aku ni. muka rasa mcm macho habis. tp otak cenggini haa. typical prmpuan yg overthinking. I have to spend time more on doa instead of worrying and overthinking like this aite ?

so,jadi la post overthinking part one. lol. there will be part 2, 3,4....100.... nantikan. ahahhahaha

but. approaching 24 soon, I really want to cut and throw this attitude out of myelf. will try. haihhh, i noticed that I often used the word " REALLY" like Carly Rae ntah apa namanya cakap.

I  really really really really really really really love you lol

Ha, and I google somewhere, when headache, plus rasa ada telinga berdengung that means you stress A LOT. so, i mmg tgh stress a lot la ni tauuuu

my current desktop background

jangan lupa doakan diorg zati.

sekian....

Alhamdulillah for everything. bye Year 3

Bismillah

" Gratitude is the best attitude "

Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah. The journey is not easy,but it is not impossible. Thankyou Allah. I really cant do this with Your blessing, with Your permission. oh Allah, Subhanallah Alhamdulillah Lailahaillallah *manly tears*

I am so happy. Feels like graduating. lol. Seriously, I am so happy, so grateful. However to think of few friends who were very kind, very good and excellent left out from this happiness circle. Tipu la tak sedih. sangat sedih sbnrnya. dan itu la punca kegembiraan ni tak dapat dikongsi dgn semua org. bukan apa, mereka perlukan masa utk recover. and i really want to respect that. 

really cant imagine if thats happening to me. As the eldest, kira mcm anak harapan jgak la ni. I cant failed my parents hope. Cant wait to graduate and serve them. They've sacrificed a lot for me. So, i may understand how my friends feel. they are not a failure, but they just the "postponed winner". harap sgt diorg akan dpt full support from family and friends. kdg2, kawan2 course lain bukan faham. sbb  xboleh nk imagine kot...

  Tak kira la mcm mana diorg kata diorg faham kita. tp seriously, sesama kita dental uiam ni la yg faham kn? the tears, sweats, bloods and all. mana pernah nak nangis nk amik exam time foundation? pernah ke tak lena tdo mlm fikir apa kita buat kt patient?fikir betul ke x pilihan kita? fikir how 0.5mm lining may affect the whole process.belum masuk kisah denture. lol. MALASNYA NAK FIKIR. TAKNAK FIKIR LAGI. I WANT TO CELEBRATE. PLEASEEEEEEE *stress alert*

for now, I just want to be happy with my results. seriusli rasa nk pi ice skating, tgok wayang puas2, buat kek. well thankyou ayah for the mixer. me feeling so feminine dpt mixer baru.kahkahkah. ha, nk smbung. nak pi perhentian, nk pi Mabul. nk pi Bandung, nk pi semua nak piii. tp xley nk celebrate sgt. kesayangan kt MAHSA tu bu abes exam sem semalam. dan ada stdy week lg dua minggu utk PRO EXAM dia. so, another heart-attack stuff to bear. and insya Allah i will not forget to pray for those yg kena resit. 3 precious girls.
*semoga kawan2 yg diuji tetap tabah. Amin*

and thankyou girlfriend buatkn henna kt tgn I. cantik sgt. gmbr upload jap gi la. haha

***taraaaaaaa***

HAHA. mesti irfanah geleng kepala sbb dia xsuka gmbr from this angle. i dont care. :P
ada sesiapa ke nk jatuh cinta tgok tgn i ?? hehe
being zati zati. terharu tak habis lagi ni sbb ada org buatkn inaii. cantik sgt :))

thankyou chip sbb teman time tunggu result. time nk pi cowboy tu mmg rsa xsedp hti nk g sorg2.dahla kes helmet terlonggar.lol. thanks klu x, serius xtau nk handle mcm mana

thankyou utk ibu ayah yg doakan utk anaknya

thankyou semua

thankyou

sekian~~