Counting Stars. counting bless

Bismillah Assalamualaikum.

Title entry cm bajet. Sbb tgh sgt suka sgt layan lagu Counting Stars- One Republic. Hm.. mmg tgh mixed feelings la. Sbb hormone la ni ea? Period? Aigoo. Come onla. Come on.

Tp serius, mmg down sgt tadi. Tak tahan. Terus ngalir air mata. Ye ye. I know. Am weak suddenli. Sobs.

1. Frust sbb bju tak jadi. Ad tempah bju kt mak kawan. 2 helai.. bju adik ak okay. Tp bju ak cm xcapai to expectation la.. ala.. even time beli lg dh tak puas hti dgn colour tu. So. Things double triple trouble and time2 gini. Sobs. 

Xmo pergi wedd la. Huhu.

2.  boifren yg tak peka. Alahai klu nk ngomel komplen psl dia ni mmg takyah la. Pergi bercuti bkn reti nk cntact. Klu org xreply, tu la alasan dia sbb ap dia pun tak text. Pling mmbazir la klu merajuk sbb bukan akn dipujuk pn. ses no komen. Fed up dh haishhh.

3. Projek gagal. Impian punah. #1811

4. Muka ni tak okay2 lg pun. Okayy tetiba hiilang sabar

5. Takdpt nk hntr wawa dftr mrsm. Boleh je nk follow plan. Tp xd trnsport blik. Kang nk delivery bagai laa. Pstu isnin slasa klas agk penuh. Isnin yg nk ponteng ni laa semua bnda pnting ad. Demo cons. Dr yana's first class. Dan ad lg dua doc a.k.a sbjek bru. Stress la haiii...

6. Bila ibu nk lebih2kn amir. Dhla ak tgh myirap ngn amir. Pastu ibu asyik nk backup.

7. Xdpt nk tgok kpop star. Ulangan pg tadi..
** nmpak tak betapa childish ye reason nk sedih tu?

Sbnrye ad lg. Byk lg klu nk list. tp perlu ke zati?

Cuba la bw2 bersabar...

But its not as easy as I cn say. Sbb dlm ni. Hati ni sakit oiyy. Period ke apa ke. Tp mmg ad je yg rasa rational utk bengang. And apa pun biar je la. Malas dh nk pk.

Tp to end up with anger and revenge mmg sgt tak best.
Istighfar la berpuluh kalii..

Astaghfirullah
Astaghfirullah...
Astaghfirullahal azim....

Lets start counting the bless.

p/s : taip 1 Feb kot. tp hri ni bru nk post. luls