My 103 Wishes. Part 3 ( updated! )

Bismillah.

kt McD, tengah teman org stdy kononnya.. bertiga dgn adik ksygn. luls.

(Sy masih boikot McD tauu. ni kes terpaksa)

okla. jom kita smbung part seterusnya.tetiba rasa 103 tu banyaak sgt. cewaahh. walhal mmg byk sgt yg nak. masalah skang igt atau tak. hehe.

#39 Nak belikan ap yg adik ak nak. ye,ad byk adik. ni nk fokuskan utk Alif sbb dia ad dpn ak ni ha. teman skali kt McD ni.. nk belikan la ps3 ke ps4 yg dia nak. wpun ak sbnrye sgt tak stuju..  done. and more things for him to request from me -.-

#40 nk support Alif ni utk capai apa yg dia nak. insyaAllah nk jd kakak yg spportive. and understanding. nk cuba bersabar dgn karenah dia. karenah ke-remajaan dan ke-rebel an dia. sbb ak dlu pun pernah ad phase cmtu. Hm.. currently 

#41 nk bawa adik2 for another trip. just the four of us. or boleh ajak Amir skali. hihi. Planning dlm negara dlu. maybe Tambun? so far,byk kali dh trip sibs ni

#42 Nak buat satu jersey khas utk family ktorg

#43 Nak duduk kat rumah sendiri asap (which paling cepat pun afer ayah pencen. 4thun lagi? luls)

#44 Nak fokus satu game yg satu family boleh buat sama2 at least 3 bulan sekali? SAHIBA. lol

#45 Grand Family Dinner ?

ok la. feng-feeling rindu kt wawa ni. sobs.

update kt instaa laa jap. hihi

updated on 2nd August 2015. haha

MY 103 WISHES. Part 2. ( updated.lol)

Bismillah. 

Tak dpt nk tdo. Sok cny. Cmne nk maintain awet mudaa nii. Huhuu.

Jd ayuhla kita sambung angan2. Mna tau boleh lena awal sikit kaa. Hee.

Part 2.

#31. Nk appreciate my closest friends. Atleast buy something for their birthday. And more on bkn birthday. Cth. Kopok lekor singgit pun takpe. Better ad dri takde. Kuikuiii

#32. Improve attitude. Lebih tenang, lebih sabo dan sntiasa cuba yg terbaik

#33. Bcome a morning person

#34. tanam sifat suka mmbaca. Setiap hri at least satu page Quran, satu page academic and lg satu page non-academic

#35. Learn to be strong

#36. Forgive those who wronged me

#37. Hargai diri sndiri

#38. Beli semua yg diingini. HAHA. ni mmg sgt over. Okay tukar. Thun 2014 adalah thun jimat! **wpun dh spent 500++ utk tuuuuttttt. Dan another 1.3k later. Haishhh... **pening pening

p/s: post time cny. luls


posted since Feb 2014 and updating on August 2015. lol.
mmg lama betul mengabaikan benda ni. I have just highlighted those things. this list kena cancel la. because its a life journey. matters of continuous of doing. so, xde tarikh limit.

moga zati lebih matang day by day. amin !

Counting Stars. counting bless

Bismillah Assalamualaikum.

Title entry cm bajet. Sbb tgh sgt suka sgt layan lagu Counting Stars- One Republic. Hm.. mmg tgh mixed feelings la. Sbb hormone la ni ea? Period? Aigoo. Come onla. Come on.

Tp serius, mmg down sgt tadi. Tak tahan. Terus ngalir air mata. Ye ye. I know. Am weak suddenli. Sobs.

1. Frust sbb bju tak jadi. Ad tempah bju kt mak kawan. 2 helai.. bju adik ak okay. Tp bju ak cm xcapai to expectation la.. ala.. even time beli lg dh tak puas hti dgn colour tu. So. Things double triple trouble and time2 gini. Sobs. 

Xmo pergi wedd la. Huhu.

2.  boifren yg tak peka. Alahai klu nk ngomel komplen psl dia ni mmg takyah la. Pergi bercuti bkn reti nk cntact. Klu org xreply, tu la alasan dia sbb ap dia pun tak text. Pling mmbazir la klu merajuk sbb bukan akn dipujuk pn. ses no komen. Fed up dh haishhh.

3. Projek gagal. Impian punah. #1811

4. Muka ni tak okay2 lg pun. Okayy tetiba hiilang sabar

5. Takdpt nk hntr wawa dftr mrsm. Boleh je nk follow plan. Tp xd trnsport blik. Kang nk delivery bagai laa. Pstu isnin slasa klas agk penuh. Isnin yg nk ponteng ni laa semua bnda pnting ad. Demo cons. Dr yana's first class. Dan ad lg dua doc a.k.a sbjek bru. Stress la haiii...

6. Bila ibu nk lebih2kn amir. Dhla ak tgh myirap ngn amir. Pastu ibu asyik nk backup.

7. Xdpt nk tgok kpop star. Ulangan pg tadi..
** nmpak tak betapa childish ye reason nk sedih tu?

Sbnrye ad lg. Byk lg klu nk list. tp perlu ke zati?

Cuba la bw2 bersabar...

But its not as easy as I cn say. Sbb dlm ni. Hati ni sakit oiyy. Period ke apa ke. Tp mmg ad je yg rasa rational utk bengang. And apa pun biar je la. Malas dh nk pk.

Tp to end up with anger and revenge mmg sgt tak best.
Istighfar la berpuluh kalii..

Astaghfirullah
Astaghfirullah...
Astaghfirullahal azim....

Lets start counting the bless.

p/s : taip 1 Feb kot. tp hri ni bru nk post. luls