Bismillah.
Alhamdulillah, ak dalam proses pemulihan. pulih fizikal dan mental. pulih semangat. pulih fokus. semuanya laa. kpd Allah je skang ni ak pohon kekuatan tu. InsyaAllah, akan berusaha lebih lagi. :")
Tp td, sembang dgn sorg kawan ni which i would refer her as EJ. boleh la ea? harapnya takde org yg kenal baca and tau ni refer kt siapa. mana taknya, bukan dia je titis air mata, dgn aku2 sekali sebak. mcm biasa la isu apa je yg buat ak sedih? family, divorcee, relationship. and td psl relationship. EJ dgn bf dia. dhla ak kenal gakla bf dia. rsa nk bg pelempang jee. nk marah2. but tu bukan style ak. klu EJ minta tlg ak, bru ak akan pergi slow talk. klu x, ak prefer jd listener jee.. lgpun EJ admit salah dia jgak..
relationship?
mula2, everyday calls, texts. lama2.. bila busy.. .....
(ive deleted what i wrote, cm sesi ak luah perasaan plak. hmmm)
but i pray deeply, ya Allah.. show the best way to her. if that man meant for her, ease their relationship. but if not, ya Allah.. giv her the strength to move on. and please ya Allah.. dont let her hurt that much till shes no longer the same person we know.. give the best for us.. amin..
sedihla kalau pasal2 cmni. ive been through it. sakit. sakit sgt.
tak semua org faham sakit tu macam mana. sakit tu bila sekuat mana pun kau, tp bila kau mention balik bnda tu. trus berair mata. i saw EJ td. and ak pun sama. ni even tgh menaip, sakit tu muncul balik. air mata tu cepat je nk tumpah. haishhh perempuuuuaaaaaannnn. lembik. hehe :'P
and hjg minggu ni, EJ nk balik KL. sanggup sacrifice satu competition ni, walhal dia practise dh kot. mmg gila ! tp bg EJ, bf dia lg important. klu ak, taktau la sggup ke tak. tp apa pun pilihan EJ, ak support. sbb bg ak. better kena dumped drpd dumped org. klu diorg broke up. sbb bf dia dh over. regrets tu xkn ad dkt diaa. ntah laa. taknak taip pnjg2. isu ni smpai kiamat tak habis, sbb bkn EJ. ak pun.
dhla. tdo laa. ptg ni tenis kul 5ptg and final volley, 6ptg. tamak ke?
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